While
I thrive in illusion, in total fantasy, I find
perfection in Life. If I
keep on dreaming, I will hold on to my soul. A
person not taking place
in reality, off to France, off to Disneyland
where one finds fulfillment.
Und spießig zu sein, schließt nicht aus,
klug zu sein... Wie
auch umgekehrt ... "As I stand by the wall, I think
of all the furniture
I did not sell today. On the other side of the road,
the young man who
studies economics and art, contemplates the
disturbing effect which my
shirt has on the miraculously shaped yellow plastic
wall ... Our lives
are about to change in a rather drastic way - both
of us realizing the
amount of dissatisfaction and disgust of being
deceived by society which
tricked us into believing that we could actually
have a life (in) that
chique way.
...
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...
...
We
leave the shallow and hollow ways and stop working
or studying. Becoming
friends and lovers. Spending our time of mutual
happiness and love at the
waiting rooms of Social Security ... We will start
our "real life" by abandoning
the conditioning influences and read a lot
of books. Education is
really the key for making a difference ... "
..
..
*
"Sämtliche
Schienen
der Kurzsicht und der Schmalspur unseres
Verhaltens waren völlig
losgelöst aus dem Akzeptanz-Feld."
"
... One Year later ... We had changed our style
rather drastically. We
lived together in our own apartment, being folk
artists dressing in drag
and trying to save our favourite café, the
infamous (bundes)cafécranzler(kohl)
from
becoming shut down ! We marched through the streets
with other political
demonstrationists. Nevertheless, our efforts to
remain outside of the so-called
establishment failed.
..
We
married eventually, as the laws became more
subversed, and we adopted two
kids, a girl and a boy. From then on, our living
room became a mysterious
zone of arty 50's and Biedermaier type 90's mixture,
together with kid's
stuff and playthings for adults everywhere. The
radiation leak from the
TV set intensified our own internal glowing.
The
way we were took a turn for the worse when the
radioactive elements in
our apartment melted - and we changed into
electrical mutants because our
boy, who was such a different monster than we
were, had transformed
the TV ... Into the mechanism, we built a strange
transversal intermix
pattern: We return to normal every now and then -
when there is passion
in Life, or when there's something on TV ... "
..
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- to be
continued , possibly
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